Strangers in a Strange Land

(The Adult Indigo)

Is life on this earth painful for you?

Do you ever feel as if you do not belong here?

Do you ever feel as if you have been hiding your real Self all your life?

Do you ever have to deny your real knowing in order to “get along”?

Do you ever feel as if even those closest to you do not know the real you?

Do you think of yourself as a failure?

Do you feel as if you never experience real joy?

Do you yearn for a place that feels like “home”?

If these questions resonate within you and touch your heart and soul at their deepest place, you may be an Adult Indigo, still carrying, and suffering from the emotional wounds of childhood.

For you, life on this Earth has probably been, and continues to be, confusing and difficult.

Your inherent knowing is not acknowledged.

Your intuitive wisdom is not honored.

Your felt-sense of experience is not embraced.

Almost no one understands or appreciate you.

You try and try to “go along” and to “get along”, but, in your own eyes, almost everything you do fails.

The only way you have been able to exist in this world is to deny the essence of your Being.

Your Light has been dimmed, and your greatness has been diminished; you feel invisible.

You feel that you are cut off from your Source and your Spirit.

You feel alone and lonely.

And you wonder why you feel sadness and depression.

The Indigo children, who are born into Earth as pure Light channels of God, remember more and more eternal knowledge, secrets from the Other Side and hold the God-vision of a perfect world.

These “old souls”, have come to embody a massive paradigm shift for our entire universe and to lead us toward ever-expanding world consciousness and a perfected world.

Because of their inherent wisdom, knowing, and vision, they often have a hard time getting along in this world that does not understand or appreciate their uniqueness and their special gifts.

This great dissonance between their perfect knowing and this Earth experience causes them tremendous pain and anguish.

Their parents, teachers and society as a whole misunderstand this pain. Most try to help in more traditional and conventional ways, but fail. The attempts to heal on the rational, intellectual and cognitive level, do not work. The Indigo’s pain is the existential angst and loneliness that is caused by their separation and disconnection from God; by the dissonance they feel between their knowing of what a perfected world can be, and their experience of the world as it is.

Their emotional pain resides on the spiritual, energetic, soul level, and that is where their pain must be healed.

You, the Adult Indigo, at the deepest level, resonate with all the characteristics and the emotional pain of the Indigo Children.

Today, more than 80% of the children being born are Indigos. The Indigos first started coming into this Earth at the rate of perhaps 5%-10% per year, right after WWII.

You were one of these Indigos. And there were not many like you when you were young!

During your childhood, you may have had a unique perspective on life that was probably not shared by members of your family, by classmates and friends or by teachers and coaches.

You “got it” far more swiftly than anyone else, you may have felt “out of place” and wondered what you were doing here. You may have felt constantly “out of sync” with the rest of the world. You were a visitor in a foreign land, questioning the whys of things that made no sense to you.

On a spiritual, energetic level, you felt the pain of the dissonance between your knowing and your everyday reality.

But, your spiritual woundings were unrecognized and unhealed, and you have carried those spiritual woundings into adulthood.

It is those unhealed spiritual woundings that are a cause of your angst and anguish; the cause of your discomfort with having to function in this world; the cause of your dissonance with being in body and being on Earth.

As an early Indigo, you quickly learned that the world could not handle the full truth of who you are, the full expression of your Point of Essence. (POE)

Your POE is the place where you are connected to God.

Your POE is the place of your “I Am Presence”, your “GodSelf”.

Your POE is the place where ego melts away, and where you are your unique ultimate Self.

Your POE is the truth of who “You” are.

As an early Indigo, you intuitively understood that if you were to survive and function in this world, you had to hide your true Essence.

So, for most of your life, you have been disconnected from your “true Self”.

THE POINT OF ESSENCE HEALING PROCESS

There is no reason for you to be in existential angst or spiritual pain any longer. So, for you, an Adult Indigo, who carried over the woundings of childhood into adulthood, we now have a spiritual healing process for you: The Point of Essence Process: Pro-Claiming the Truth of Who You Are.

This healing process unblocks your lifetime’s constraints, restraints, and soul-suppressions; reconnects the “You-ness of You” with the Divine; affirms the full truth of your Self and the full expression of your Being; allows you to reclaim your soul-purpose and your soul-mission on Earth, and helps to renew your vision of a perfect world.

Adult Indigo Traits

-This is just a part of some of the traits of Indigo Adults..

You can include those traits of the Indigo Child, as well.

You feel abandoned, lost and alone. You might of felt like, or still feel like, you were dumped off on this planet, left to your own accord, with nothing, or no one, to grasp or hold on to.
You feel like no one "gets" or understands who you are.
You feel abandoned by God, your parents and society.
Being abandoned or alone might be a challenging fear for you.
Feel like a freak and are tired of people treated you as one.
Are intelligent, though may not have had top grades.
You are "tuned in". You "get it" and you're not sure why others don't!
Are highly creative in the arts, music and/or literature.
Always need to know WHY, especially why they are being asked to do something.
Had disgust and perhaps loathing for much of the required and repetitious work in school.
Have a difficult time with people who are out of integrity and dishonest.
Feel overly responsible and heavily burdoned by societies perceived lack of care and concern with the well-being of the world.
Were rebellious in school in that they refused to do homework and rejected authority of teachers, OR seriously wanted to rebel, but didn't DARE, usually due to parental pressure. Many of you were rather repulsed by school and the old antiquated system. You felt you knew better and where bored and frustrated.
May have experienced deep depression and feelings of helplessness. These may have ranged from sadness to utter despair. Suicidal feelings, while in high school or younger are not uncommon in the Indigo Adult. Felt disconnected and beaten down.
Drug/alcohol abuse is not uncommon to numb the internal emotional and Spiritual pain.
Easily disorganized and may have excessive clutter and are not able to handle it, due to your lack of focus.
Have difficulty in service-oriented jobs. Indigos resist authority and caste system of employment.
Can go from job to job to job. Have a challege staying in one place for too long. Your resume can look like a short novel. :)
Easily bored and frustrated.
Can easily be taken advantage of because of your innate desire to be of service.
May be idealistic or hypercritical
Can be righteously indignant.
Very critical and judgemental about what's happening in the world and the lack of consciouness of the people.
Can feel not in body, not grounded, not "here". You are more comfortable out in the ethers.
Are willing to step outside the box and challenge the system.
You are a great BS detector and you do not like people who lie and who do not come from integrity.
Are afraid to stand in your power or speak your truth, for fear of not being heard, understood, validated, respected or appreciated for your wisdom and "knowing".
You are a pleaser.
You are eaily zapped of energy, due to the fact that you are a bright Light and others want to take yours, rather than seek their own Light. (physical beings)
You are eaily susceptible to lower energies attaching themselves to you. (non-physical beings) They are like moths to Light. (There are techniques to sheild you from this, one is a cord cutting technique)
Prefer cooperative efforts, leadership positions, or working alone.
Have deep empathy for others, yet an intolerance of stupidity.
May be extremely emotionally sensitive including crying at the drop of a hat (no shielding), or may be the opposite and show no expression of emotion (full shielding).
You are empathic and it's challenging for you to block it out.
May have trouble with anger and RAGE.
Have trouble with systems they consider broken or ineffective i.e. political, educational, medical, and legal.
Alienation from or anger with politics - feeling your voice won't count and that the outcome really doesn't matter.
Frustration with or rejection of the traditional American dream - 9-5 career, marriage, 2.5 children, house with white picket fence, etc.
Anger at rights being taken away, fear and/or fury at "Big Brother watching you."
They feel a burning desire to do something to change and improve the world. May be stymied what to do. May have trouble identifying their path.
Money does not hold a lot of importance to you. You know how to attain it, but you find the concept of money to be irrelevant and ego driven.
You have a innate ability to manifest whatever you desire.
Had psychic or spiritual interest when you were young- in or before teen years.
Had few if any Indigo role models.
Feel like you have one foot in this world and one in "The Other".
Have a strong intuition.
Random behavior pattern or mind style - (be labeled with symptoms of ADD and ADHD, bi-polar, OCD), may have trouble focusing on assigned tasks, may jump around in conversations.
Have had psychic experiences, such as premonitions, seeing angels or ghosts, out of body experiences, hearing voices.
May be electrically sensitive such as watches not working and street lights going out as you move under them, electrical equipment malfunctioning (especially with computers), and lights blowing out
May have awareness of other dimensions and parallel realities.
Sexually are very expressive and inventive OR may reject sexuality in boredom or with intention of achieving higher spiritual connection. May explore alternate types of sexuality.
Seek meaning to their life and understanding about the world; may seek this through religion or spirituality, spiritual groups and books, self-help groups and books.
If they find balance in their lives, they can become very strong, vibrant, healthy, and happy individuals who use their Love and Light to be of the highest and best service for all concerned.

~by Wendy H. Chapman and Michele Alexandria

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